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Supernatural Season 10 Episode 1 “Black" Promotional Photos (x)
My mom, I know she wanted me to be brave. I think about that every day. And I do my best to be brave.
Always the escort
"Don’t lose it over one man."
I would frame and hang these in my house in a heartbeat.
…it’s been so long since the end of season 9, and I’ve read so many fics over hiatus while not rewatching a single actual episode… I somehow managed to completely forget that in canon, Cas doesn’t know Dean is a demon yet—and therefore still “alive”, at least in a sense. //facepalm
Like, it only just occurred to me that that phonecall from Sam in the sneak peek, that’s probably when he finds out Dean is not, in fact, dead? So when he’s all sick and sleepy in his robe in that motel room, that’s not “just” because he’s dying, he’s probably also very much depressed and in mourning because he still believes Dean is gone. I mean… it sorta looks from the sneak peek like up until that point, he’s neither actively helping to run heaven nor doing anything about his fading grace situation, and… that may very well be because he’s just sort of resigned to letting himself die, because what is the point anymore?
I JUST MADE MYSELF SO MUCH SADDER HELP